Wednesday, May 28, 2014

New Blog, New Me

I find myself at a new point in my life.

So new blog, new me.

Turned 40 in September 2013.

A turning point, turning 40 and getting separated, after almost 18 years of marriage, 22 years in total with the same person.  Seems like a lifetime, I mean it is a lifetime.  But isn't 40 the new 30?
Someone said that.  Not me, most days 40 feels like "OMG im 40 WTF" but in the grander scheme of things, im trying to keep some sort of perspective here.

40....got it
Separated, yes im aware, signed the papers.
New home, check, did that too, bought a condo
Met someone new whom i've been dating for almost 5-6 months now, ok...it's a good thing.

Now what.

Where is the fanfare, the explosive HEY world im here parade...wasn't that supposed to happen as well? Maybe im expecting too much.  Probably true, I usually do.  One of my biggest downfalls.

My blog will be my outlet... a place for me to write things down when I need to, to vent, to scream to get down everything that floats around in my head because really if I dont, my head might actually explode

or I will, either way.......

Welcome......